During my first psychedelic journey, I suddenly found myself in labour, giving birth to my oldest daughter again. Needless to say, I was terrified. Luckily, Pauline was there. I could not think of a better sage-femme in the world. Her support, her wisdom, her faith in me. A year later, I can still hear the words she spoke to me. Forever grateful!
My third psychedelic journey helped me heal my mother-wounds. I was shown that my mother, grandmother and great-grandmother struggled with the same as I did. None of us had received the love we needed as a child, and we all had difficulty being a mother. Julie and Alessandro stood by me all along, helping me to overcome the obstacles on the way towards compassion for them. It was a very physical experience, and they helped me to release the tension I had held in my body for so long. I am deeply grateful for their support, and for guiding me towards what I really needed: self-love.